its easier said than done. said i have gotten over but i lied. i tried, i did tried. but guess i failed. i wanna b cold, b heartless but i always cumble before u. said i am afraid of karma but its more like i dont bear to do it to u. i dun mind talking to u but i hate it when u kept reciting the reasons for our breakup. i dun need to know them, i dun want to know them. the more i hear, the sadder i become. what r u trying to prove? i really dun know. r u sure u r only trying to convince me? it looks like u r trying to convince urself more. if u really think those are the reasons then let it be. to me, you are just like a coward. u dare not face me cos u feel guilty. u have to keep telling urself u did nothing wrong to me; u hurt me none.
how can i have gotten over u within such a short period? u told me u were deeply hurt by her and asked if u hurt me as much last time. yes of cos u hurt me, u hurt me so deep. how dare u still ask me such qns? i felt like laughing when i heard ur qns. haahaa. i hate myself for not able to shout or scold u when i shd. i think i really shd. give me one more chance, i will definitely do that to u.
u said within 3mths u r already defeated. what do u think if its over 1yr? u shd be glad i was still rationale enough not to do anything silly. or rather i shd be glad. cant imagine me going over to ur place and knocked on ur door asking for another chance. i will kill myself if i have ever done that. some said if i truly love u, i would definitely do that. i dunno but not for u at least. maybe i dont love u as much as i thought. maybe.. hopefully... i wish i dont..
today is mothers' day but my mom ditched us for genting trip early this morning. we had dinner at teahouse at china square foodcourt. the one jy and ro treated me for my bday. i actually wanted to treat her the dimsum meal during the day time but my dad couldn't make it. so we switched to dinner.
we had ala carte buffet. cos it mothers' day, so they jet up the price - $33/pax. but worth it. eat til i pengz though i couldn't eat alot at least i tried alot mah. ;p
the dinner is nothing like the daytime meal. but still got peking duck lar. yes, i had pekin duck again. was praying hard that the peking duck would be different from 老北京 cos they r both from tonglok. indeed, it was different. much better. only the skin this time round. for the ala carte buffet, they would give us 1 round of peking duck / drunkard prawns & sharkfins soup. the drunkard prawns was great! i love it. but was abit disappointed with the sharkfins soup lar. it was not the normal sharkfins soup which we have usually. the sharkfins were soooooooooo small. i laff at the look. lolx! initially i still told my dad, not sharkfins lar. the waitress made a mistake it should cabbage soup. den we saw the small sharkfins, we pengz. after the dinner we went home.
went shopping with joiz before the dinner. she needed to get some gifts for her overseas customers. actually wanted to get new clothes myself but couldnt find any. or rather no time to find any. after the gifts were ready to be collected, its time for me to rush for the dinner.
have been eating alot since last week. its my farewell meals. other than the jap meal with my mgrs n colls on tues, had chinese food at 老北京 at ps on wed. the food was ok but felt cheated by the peking duck. $48 for the whole duck but juz a few slices leh! moreover, the skin comes with the meat n the skin was very little. usually for peking duck, they would slice the skin for you. den cook the meat and bones one. this one no lor. i din like the duck. this meal was treated by the gers at csq. thank you~
had my farewell with fes colls at bambu, an indonesian rest, on thurs. this time round i treated them. this is the culture of fes. if one leaves the coy cos of better prospect, the person will have to treat the rest. it is a happy thing. i dun mind treating them. haa~ i always like the food there. its nice, the price was norm. not too high. the durian cum glutinous rice was superb! it made me craved for durian till now........ arrghhh~
thurs was my last day at work. i still worked n i really meant working leh. normally on the last day, people dun work already. wat they do was parade around, saying bye bye, taking pics. i did those also lar. but onie to a few people onie. i am not really close to the rest, especially those doing residential thingy. was trying very hard to clear as much as i could so that my coll wont have to follow up too much. poor thing got to take over my job suddenly. she was scared that she might not be able to do it. anyway, wrote a farewell email to everyone i know. was quite skeptical at 1st cos i dunno wat to write but just drop a few lines lor.
i m looking forward to my new job tomorrow. whether it is gd or bad, at least it is a brandnew start for me. cheers to a better tomorrow a better me!!!
i took alot of pics, wanna upload them but the idiot yahoo photos / shutterfly seem to have problems leh.. cannot upload all. can someone tell me y??
had my farewell meal at odeon tower - hanabi. a jap restaurant. it has both ala cart & ala cart buffet. only one word for the service - bad
when the waitress came to take our order for the drinks, she was damn rude. we were discussing what to have and she tapped our table and asked what drinks we wanted. i mean what kind of service is that?? even if you go hawker centres, those aunties / uncles taking orders won't do such thing right?
nvm, next we ordered our food. initially my coll and i ordered sashimi & tempura set meal that comes with rice. we asked the waitress if we could change the rice to cold soba. she mumbled abit and said can. she seemed like doesnt understand eng (think she's jap) well so we repeated ourselves. she said can. ok. when our food came, there were only cold soba!!! no set for us~ kaoz~
then my mgrs asked me to take ala cart buffet instead. but to ensure that there were only soba for us, we asked the waitress to tell us what were our order, was there anymore coming up. she couldnt tell us! then the mgr came, we asked the mgr if we (2 of my colls and me) could change to ala cart buffet instead of having the set and we would top up the difference since the one which my coll ordered can be found in the buffet the mgr said no. ok nvm.
den we told them we wanted tempura but prawns only so they don't have to waste the vegetables. the mgr also said cannot! we are trying to help by not wasting your food leh. in the end, we ordered 2 tempura and ate the prawns only. c! cannot understand y the mgr and the staffs are sooooooooooooo rigid leh. com'on rules are rules but can be flexible also right? you are not the only one in the service line. this is not the 1st time we heard complaints about this restaurant already but my mgrs tort i like sashimi so decided to give it a try since everything was hearsay only. but it turned out to be so true!
so hanabi! out of for me. this is just my personal view. maybe i suay or what lar that the floor staffs all bad mood and we kanna this. but still i tort there are still ALOT ALOT ALOT of rooms for improvement. lucky thing they nv take part in the GEMS thing, if not, i confirm complain all the way. haa.
btw, their sashimi is great. fresh. but the soba not that gd. tort the soup base was abit bland and the soba was not smooth and chewy.
someone mentioned that i m gd at administrative work. after all these mths of hard work as an a&p staff, i heard no comments. but just 2 days of covering admin duties, i was being praised. but shd i be happy or sad? not that i look down on admin but i goal is to excel in mktg field. rather disappointed lor.. darn... i told the gal who passed the message to me that she shd have told them i m also gd at being a taitai, lagi better at spending money!!! lolx.
went to a launch just now. the opening ceremony was hilarious. there was a crystal ball look-alike thing in the centre of the stage for the vips to put their palms onto it and tada! it would lit up and confetti would pop out. i was studying the stage with my sm, we couldnt see any gadget for the confetti. nvm. when the vips put their palms there, the ball din lit up and at the side, there was a guy using a confetti 'popper' to pop out the confetti!! how unglam right??? one of the celebrity guests was allan wu. he tried to dissolve the awkwardness by acting funny like releasing energy to the ball so that it would lit. haa~ wonder how much they paid the event organiser.
went to batam last week with S and 2 of her friends, HS & C. it was the most relaxing and zho-bo-ing holiday for me. 2days-1nite. our main aim was to have the spa only lar. aim met. but i tort could be better.
the hotel was much better den i expected but the food sux big time. ex and not nice. hai... bought a tshirt & a cap for myself tats all. the 'rewards' were not as terrifying as the previous time. maybe cos of the group and the place we went ba. C is from HK. she had a shock when she saw the town of batam and the shopping centres. haahaa. kept reminding her that is a 3rd world country, canot compare. lolx
chose a 2hr spa - full body scrub, full body masque, full body massage. after i was covered by the masque, she wrapped me up. leaving my face in the open. the masque was soooooooo hot that i felt like dying. lucky thing she came before i called for help. but don't know whether is it becos i carried too much thing right after my massage or wat, my shoulders / back still ached. darn. waste money. feel like having another massage but in singapore lar. any recommendation?
took lotsa pics. have yet uploaded. will show u guys once done.
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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