have a crazy idea suddenly. i wan to be a fabricator, spinner, creator, twister of fable tales. :D here goes by the story........ ENJOY!
Once upon a time, there was a girl who was given a poisonous apple by a big bad wolf in disguise while she was waiting for her granny in a hut. Nothing happened after she ate the apple. But when the clock struck 12midnight, she became a really ugly frog and her granny died of shock upon seeing that. She was so upset by the turn of events that she cried and prayed everyday for miracle to come.
One day, while taking a stroll, or I should say ‘jumping’ around the forest, she came across this magic mirror. Seeing herself in the mirror, she sobbed uncontrollably and asked why her, what should she do. Surprisingly, the mirror answered her! The mirror told her she would need a kiss from a prince to return to her original self.
One day after many many years, finally a prince on a white horse rode past her hut. Upon seeing the prince, she JUMPED towards the prince and kissed him!! She became human finally. BUT The prince died after kiss due to kiss poisoning, she died also, due to old age.
Lesson learnt: don’t wait for opportunity, find it. LOL.
The story and characters above are fictional and any concides are purely coincidence. :p
hahaaa lalalalalalaaaaaaaa~~~
did not go out yest. too lazy. idiot buta called me a rotter. duhz.. i am just being homely mah. :)
went to the newly opened CSC @ Bukit Batok. it is meant for civil service but also open to public. not big but high. its like a maze for 1st timer but quite easy to find ur way out since it is not that big lar. lift very slow. haa. there are gym, spa, bowling, winehouse, makeover studio and so on. oh ya, has got really big pool or should i say have alot of pools to form a big one. hehee meant for fun one, not those olympic one if u r thinking of that. its new, so alot of facilities are not up yet. but the bowling centre is ready. can go there and have some games next time.
jy is going to europe in sept to attend a friend's wedding. so gd.... i mean the bride. hahaa she is going to marry a new yorker. they are holding their wedding at greece......... damn...... kill me for that. guess the furthest i can go is sentosa to hold my wedding next time. haahaa. we were discussing about her europe trip with carol and again i dreamt about going tour.. europe. okz~ shall go next yr, if possible lar. muz buck up! find new job!! arrghh!
reached home just in time for my pearl harbor. watched this show in the cine before. loved josh hartnett eversince then. so touching the show..... i cried again. *sob* *sob* was watching this with my bro then i intro him A Moment To Remember. another tearjerking show. idiot~ kanna suan by him, saying i am a sadist. always watch sad shows.
ohya my bro took up dancing classes!! salsa dance!! woohoo~ wondering its the dance or the people he was attracted to. i m also going to takeup dancing class. exotic dancing class. hmm.. anyone interested? we can go together. hee ohya~ my bro's dancing lessons cost $100 for 6 lessons. is it cheap or ex? forgot to ask him how long is the lesson. must remember to ask him tomorrow.
he told me he has no money to return me last week but has money for the class. liar. no wonder the nose getting longer each day.
intended to revamp my blog but no ling gan. wait bah. next time. till then.
i always hate people for lying. if u ever want to lie, please make sure there is no loophole. if u ever want to lie, please dont let me find out. felt like a fool. i treat u as my friend and this is wat i get in return.
yest was supposed to meet up with K & others cos his wifey just returned from taiwan. she is a taiwanese. he asked me to book kbox in advance, double confirmed with me that the gathering would be on but not so early. so i went ahead and met senses, jer & j for dinner at LPS.
met up wif senses 1st. on the way to our seats, i saw him. nv expected it though. i walked off after a glance. think he saw me cos i walked past him right in front of his seat. this is not the most crucial part. damn i was kanna put aeroplane by k!
idiot right? he was the one calling for the gathering! when i msged him saying that i would be late, he still replied that they have changed location, asking me for the time i would reach. then i asked him what time did the place close. no reply. when we left LPS heading towards jurong then he msged me that they were at UE sq cos kbox & chervons were fully occupied!
rubbish right?! in the 1st place u should have told me about it! how can you tell me only after you have reached? though he did apologise, i still think he treats me like a fool! he told me the kbox was full. damn u, i booked a room for us lor. and so happen that i went to kbox with senses & jer they all, we asked the recept if there were enough rooms if we had more friends joining us, she said no prob! c! TMD~
do you think i think too much? he said he had no idea cos its another friend who called for him and told him these. i dont believe. actually i was thinking, maybe he and his gf would be going thats y k nv tell me about the change of venue and made up those excuses. lamer~ idiot MLM. arrghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! the more i thought, the angier i become!
go and learn ur pc skills from the others! dont come and find me!
yesterday i made a decision within split sec. so fast that when i thought of it now, i was amazed by myself as well.
my mum told me she was going to thailand in july. i asked y nv asked me, then i told her i oso wanna go. immediately i logged into the net and booked the tix to bangkok myself. of cos i checked with her the flight details lar.
16july to 19july. total $95 only! cheap right? $8 tix. lol. but later i realised they hvn booked the hotel. no one is going to sleep with me. lonely~
c~ before i can confirm my taiwan trip which i am supposed to go in apr, i had already booked the tix to thailand. but very happy with my decision. at least now lar. :)
today we had our retail conference at fullerton hotel. the teabreak food wasnt that great but the lunch was simply yum yum! superb! i seldom praise hotel's buffet. but for this, i gave 10 out 10! lol. i found out it cost $95/pax!!! super ex! but nvm, coy paid. hahaa
today i received smses from one of my colleagues. one whom i liaised before but have nv seen each other before. his smses somehow gave me a creepy, yucky, sexual harassmet kind of feeling..... read this and tell me if i m over sensitive.
him: you hv brown straight hair is it?
me: ya
him: finally i can put a face to the name
me: haha where r u? i still cannot put a face to your name
him: i will wear a red rose on my pocket so that u can meet me at tea break, ok?
me: hahaa you come and find me since you can recognise me
him:u look much sweeter than what i mentally picture u to be. r u expecting to meet an ah pek?
me: thank you.
darn.. think he is a mgr. when i saw the red rose & u look sweeter, i was like er xin leh~ u trying to pian xiao mei mei is it? halow~ i m almost going to pass my MID 20s lor~ oh shit! mid 20s is leaving me soon......
no one calls me for interview. very sad.
muz be wondering y the previous blog? something stupig happened. lol. keep guessing. today i bcame a spy ger. went round taking pics. no, i still haven changed job. no, i am not a honey trapper. went round orchard road taking photos of our competitors. so darn hot lor the weather. almost die of heat stroke. after that i helped my sm with her slides. did till 9.30pm. drop dead tired. tomorrow i m being NOMINATED to be the receptionist of the day. no words can describe my feelings now. tears dropping. shitty job. :~(~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ scolded K today. he asked me to help him registered a new email acc. told him i was working still, so got to wait. den he sms me, asking me to do it before 10pm. fed up. told him off. i help u cos u r my friend. doing u a favour. it is not an obligation. still dare to demand me. so what if i do it after 10 or dont even do for u? asking for help still so yaya~ but he also suay lar. mood not that good today. obigoot! lol
someone kept msging me. no choice but to entertain abit. so all my answers were like: ya, nope, ok lar. upon seeing this, he began to use open-ended question: Y??? darn... some people hor... dont know if they are just plain stupid or they act blur. cant you see i am just entertaining you? you still continue. to a point, i dont even bother to reply. now, i ji tao put away
damn sianz, very sianz, super sianz... just feel like rotting. but rotting also sianz. argghh~~ something is wrong with my lifestyle now. or with me.
thought i should do something to make myself happier. so what did i do? moved a small step just now.i cut my fringe. :D
yeah, i did it again. hahaa i always enjoy visiting the salon whenever i wan a change or pamper myself. and i wanna do something outrageous with my hair. but too lazy to go out so i decided to start with the fringe first. i nv like going to salon just to have my fringe cut. thought it was so bo liao. moreover my hair stylist can never understand what i wan to do with the fringe. so since i was in upper sec, i have been cutting my own fringe. can cut the way i like, the style i like. heehee
now that i have my new fringe, i shall decide on what kind of stunts to do with the rest.
it was another alt sat job. so sian. but their working hours are so much lesser than mine!! darn~ felt so cheated. have to wait for their reply. if pass, will have to go through another round of written test. sian again.
yesterday i had a nitemare. i dreamt that my dad was trying to murder me!!! all these while i have had dreams of people chasing me, trying to kill me but i never get to see their faces or remember them. but this was soooooooooooooooo vivid! my dad was holding on to a knife and trying to stab me, right in front of me!! i was so scared that i cried in my dream leh~ not sure if i did cry out in real life. but it was so real. so sad... after that i dreamt that i went to this really dilapidated building and went up these flights of old, croaked stairs, for what i dont know. then i came down. half way through my journey, suddenly something happened!!! Guess what??.................my alarm went off.
lol~ ok lar. also dont know why i had these dreams. but my dad is trying to murder me~ hmm.. is it becos i nv buy him gift for his birthday? is it becos i took away his hp? is it becos i nv give him $? is it becos i am too naughty? arghhh~ scary scary. anyone knows how to interpret dreams???? any ideas? hahaa~
dear all, i am going to sleep early today. i have to and i will. no matter what happens. dont want to look like @_@ tomorrow. hahaa~ oh ya the 2 friends really got my contact from my cousin and now they r in my msn list. sianz. think soon i am going to be someone "appear to be offline" also. lol. one of them is going to add me into his friendster list!. go and check it out!! oh gosh.. i m so bad.... i am bad i am bad~ lalalalaaaaaaa~~ today i managed to clinch 3 deals and found 2 keen prospects for my pushcarts / kiosks. not a bad day indeed. but the 2 r selling similar things. hai.. how? can some innovative products come forward?? i will give u the cart without qns ask! haa
today is my dad's birthday. almost forgot to wish him tanjobi ometeto~ called him when i reached the coy. guessed he must be very happy cos i could hear him ahm chio in the background. lol~ dont think anyone would call him to wish him happy birthday also cos my family is nv the affectionate type.
going for interview on thur. not a big coy but at least its listed, joint venture. similar job scope. will keep u guys updated. :)
some commented my blogs are lengthy. hahaa i dont update everyday mah. all in one. no gd meh? dont think i can update everyday. lazy. but i shall keep in short next time. *X* my fingers. haa~
but i do think my blogs are too details. hmm.. muz try and b more vague next time. ar bo one day, suay suay read by one of the leading actors / actresses will die man. especially the one bad things. lol.
next, i also think that my blogs have no depth! like venting blog. no gd. i shall put in some inspirational, got ink stuff. but once again, *x* my fingers. hahaa i will try. :D
when was the last time you went for a blind date? or have you ever been to a blind date before? to me, calling for a blind date is like attending an interview. except, you called for the date, you have to do homework, instead of the one being asked out. cos you are the one interested in the other party not vice versa. you have to be attentive. if you are not a gd speaker/host, get someone who can be the joker/entertainer, then the atmosphere wont be that 'groomy'..
my most recent date was last sunday. lol~ cannot imagine bah. not bcos i was that desperate hor.. cos i gave my cousin, wj, face. if not, both kx & i would not bother to attend. the whole awkward thingy lasted for about 5 hrs. went to ktv at kbox then makan at sakae. all fully paid. :) the only gd thing about the outing. the guys are too quiet, too lao shi looking. not our type. they asked 1 qns, i answered 1. nv even bother to ask them any. so in the end, i dont know their jobs, hobbies, age, or watsoever. cant be bothered, basically. they tried their best, i must say, to continue the conversation but to a point i felt that its too hmm... how to say leh... just throw watever they had in their mind bah. 1 even asked me if i was still schooling. lol. they had asked before for my job and i had replied them. now asked me this again? hai.. then immediately he asked if i am taking part time studying. *pengz* i said no. then immediately i added, "i have graduated." anticipated that his next qns would be "do you intend to further your studies?" lol. pls do your homework before meeting leh!!
anyway, that was the last outing i supposed.
went to thai village with pa, ma, di, gdbro & ed. pa's celebrating birthday. ordered the $288 set. then +++ became $348!! sehz~ ok lar. shared among my di, gdbro and myself. the food was abit salty. thought the standard has dropped a little but the service was still gd. but nvm, i still enjoyed their SHARK FINS~ i m so cruel........... lol.
last sat kc asked me to watch Underworld Evolution and i still told him i m not interested. i dun mind watch but wont purposely go and watch lar. waste money only. hahaa but in the end, i went to watch Underworld Evolution with my cousins and bro after the dinner. true enough! bloody show. storyline mah.. not that fantasy. super de not highly recommended show.
just realised one of my ex colleagues had one of the lowest scores in the last appraisal. she had been with the coy for many years. i thought her performance was quite gd. was surprised to hear that. now, we have new policy. those who failed the appraisal will be axed. without warning. cruel. thought this is very unfair. what if the boss doesnt like you? then jialat lor. if only the appraisal also consists of peer evaluation. then it will be fairer i think. the thought of this just made my day so sian and sad.... got to find a way out soon man.
alot, i mean really alot of people are quitting now. guess the quitting wind blowing now. damn i muz really buck up man! yest, or rather this morning i received a call. guess who? its him. the 1st thing i asked was: did you drink? lolx. he said no. he said he called to see how i was. told him he could just find out from K. he said K's word cannot be trusted. the most only 30%. then believe 30% will do. dont have to call me. then asked me if i know the reason behind our breakup. i asked him was it impt? since we r no longer together, no point. then he told me its becos of communication prob. i told him no, its becos we didnt try hard enough. i still believe love conquers all.
after that he told me how he has been the past few mths. he had an ah lian gf for abt 1 mth, then 3 weeks later another gf whom i happened to know as well. his colleague. i asked him y let me know all these. he said no reason, just wanna let me know, dont want to lie. in the 1st place, i didnt even ask for it. he asked me to get on with my life. i did. who was the one kept calling? its him ok.. one call a month. for what? shi wei mah? who cant get over who now?
he said he want to see the real me, dont become another one cos of the r/s. i asked him what does he mean by the real me? people do change over time. i changed, that doesnt mean it is not me. just that i have changed. nothing wrong.
i asked him what was his motive for calling? when he called, did he think beforehand? do i want to hear from him? i said he just want to fulfil his desire/intent, hear from me and to find out how i am.
silently i was thinking this: "you are just hoping i m doing well and will not hate you anymore so that you can live happily everafter. F U!"
he told me he really hope to be friends with me. he said i will be a gd wife, gd gf, gd friend. so? it doesnt concern him anyway. i told him next time whenever he is bored and feels like talking, call his gf or friends, dont call me again. ya i threw him that sentence. what did he really want from me? utterly disappointed with him... i sms him this: i dun think my friends would ever treat me the way you treated me when i was in hosp. you may think its fine with you. but not with me. when i think i can get over this, maybe then we can be friends.
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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