alot, i mean really alot of people are quitting now. guess the quitting wind blowing now. damn i muz really buck up man! yest, or rather this morning i received a call. guess who? its him. the 1st thing i asked was: did you drink? lolx. he said no. he said he called to see how i was. told him he could just find out from K. he said K's word cannot be trusted. the most only 30%. then believe 30% will do. dont have to call me. then asked me if i know the reason behind our breakup. i asked him was it impt? since we r no longer together, no point. then he told me its becos of communication prob. i told him no, its becos we didnt try hard enough. i still believe love conquers all.
after that he told me how he has been the past few mths. he had an ah lian gf for abt 1 mth, then 3 weeks later another gf whom i happened to know as well. his colleague. i asked him y let me know all these. he said no reason, just wanna let me know, dont want to lie. in the 1st place, i didnt even ask for it. he asked me to get on with my life. i did. who was the one kept calling? its him ok.. one call a month. for what? shi wei mah? who cant get over who now?
he said he want to see the real me, dont become another one cos of the r/s. i asked him what does he mean by the real me? people do change over time. i changed, that doesnt mean it is not me. just that i have changed. nothing wrong.
i asked him what was his motive for calling? when he called, did he think beforehand? do i want to hear from him? i said he just want to fulfil his desire/intent, hear from me and to find out how i am.
silently i was thinking this: "you are just hoping i m doing well and will not hate you anymore so that you can live happily everafter. F U!"
he told me he really hope to be friends with me. he said i will be a gd wife, gd gf, gd friend. so? it doesnt concern him anyway. i told him next time whenever he is bored and feels like talking, call his gf or friends, dont call me again. ya i threw him that sentence. what did he really want from me? utterly disappointed with him... i sms him this: i dun think my friends would ever treat me the way you treated me when i was in hosp. you may think its fine with you. but not with me. when i think i can get over this, maybe then we can be friends.
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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just one more sentence after all those over the phone...
WAY TO GO, GAL!
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absolutjoiz has hummed a few lines @ 11:04 AM
Wow..I'm at a loss for words.
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