R brought me to the famous mustafa centre. it was my virgin trip there. hee i knew it was 24hrs but didnt know it has so many buildings and sell so many things!! i even saw a mustafa tour or something like that. there wasnt any crowd even though it was a fri nite. i always heard that it was super pack during nite. but when we were there, i could count the number of people with my fingers. R told me during the day, it was pack. so was it day or nite? i wonder..
anyway, we went recce the place, the textile, the vcds, electronic, the pens, the watches and the supermarket. enjoyed shopping at the supermarket. bought a bottle of mustard sauce, 2 packets of hotdogs, 1 packet of cheese and ham, 3 vcds and toothbrushes. the prices were norm. not really cheap.
we wanted to watch vcd after the shopping trip but his vcd player was down! ended up, he played ps2, i read comics.
went to visit S with J on sat. S just given birth to a healthy baby boy, Dex. he is very cute. how i wish he is mine. hahaaa S opted for cesearian cos when her elder boy was born, she went through a lot of ordeal and pain before decided to go for ceaserian. so this time round, to prevent herself from going thru unnecessary pain again, she chose the latter. i was surprised to c her tummy still as big. she said she had a shock when she just given birth to the elder boy also. then the nurse told her its norm. would take from weeks to months before the tummy went flat. upon hearing that, i had 2nd thought abt getting pregnant. hee
a conversation between my mum and i"
i: 我要吃包和云吞面。
mum: 你不要整天一直吃啊。等一下你的胃习惯了，你就知道。
i: 对咯，then 就 eh eh pui pui.
arghh!! to hear these coming out from my mum's mouth, you must be thinking she mus be puttng on tons of fats. *sob* *sob* ya, i am getting fatter now. yeah, its not just putting on weight only, its getting fat! darn~ my waist went from 24inches to 27inches!!! arrghhhh!!! feel like dying when i saw the number on the measuring tape..... sad...... i also realised i got dbl chin!!! (when i tilt my head downwards, ;p) i am not the one saying so ok...... everyone who saw me told me so! K told me i look ok now, but canot put on anymore. yaya... now i can fully understand why those gers kept complaining abt being fat. i cant tahan oso. can you imagine, eh eh pui pui like tat?? yucks! got to control my diet now.
Went to creative yesterday with JL cause, don’t know if we are lucky or what, both our mp3 players kapo at the same time! Was just telling her, maybe they purposely had the mp3 players programmed in such a way that they become malfunction during this time. Anyway, we were the only customers at the creative care. When JL approached the cso, the guy asked her to press for a number. I thought maybe there were some other customers whom were roaming around the area. We went to press the number as requested. Then her number flashed. It’s the guy! Idiot right? Can you imagine that? He could have just served her!
JL was telling me this incident which happened to a friend at one of our dear polyclinics….
Friend: I need to see a dentist. Having toothache
CSO: did you make an appointment?
Friend: no
CSO: I am sorry. You have to call to make appointment beforehand. We do not handle walk-in cases.
Friend: but you have no people here and I am already here, in pain. Can I make the appointment with you now?
CSO: I am sorry sir. Cannot. You have to call to make the appointment.
Friend: ok, what’s your number?
CSO: 6XXX XXXX
Friend (dialing the number with his hp): I would like to make an appointment to see the dentist today.
CSO (who picked up the phone in front of my friend): yes sir. Can I have your name and IC no?
Wah kao~ is the CSO a robot or computer??? Couldn’t she be more flexible? Pengz~ kowtow to her man. This is how Singaporeans are being trained over the years. Followed rules n regulations. Inflexible. A piece of wood. Hai…..
Back to the creative. I had a muvo when I signed 2 years contract with starhub cable. About 1 year, the muvo started to give me trouble. The connection between the earphone and the player was loose I supposed and I couldn’t hear the songs. I did not bring that to creative then. My bro had 1 muvo as well and also a ipod. So I took his muvo and he used mine for transfer of files purpose. After 1 year, his muvo also kapo. same problem also.
Creative called and told me they have obsolete this model and hence no spare parts available for this! Darn… waste my time. Anyway, I have decided to boycott creative already. Cos I bought a speaker from them and only 1 side is working! They think I am very free ah? Always go back to them for service?
is a girl too demanding by wanting the guy....... do you consider the guy bad if ....... hmmm... just wondering....
is it wrong if the girl wants ........
ever since i was discharged, i have been craving for cha siew bao. not any cha siew bao. only the ones at my place. small little one costs 60cents each!!! each time i would eat at least 6 of them. $3.60! hey~ just realised it cost as much as my med. blardy med. oh ya, one thing gd. i have put on weight. 38kg now yeah~~ was having this 'craving' topic with R yest. told him abt my craving, just like his craving for chicken rice. he told me its different. his is a long term crave whilst mine was confirm, definitely a short term one. craving mah. wgere got long term or short term one mah. then led to another topic. attention span. he said i have very short attention span. quite true. i cant sit still for long. even though i like to rot at home, i would be rotting in front of the pc, like now, and going to the kitchen once in a while to see if there is anything to munch though i have been there severa times a day already. i just have to do something. kept myself occupied. remembered when i was young, i kept pestering my dad to let me learn piano. my dad dotes me alot and would give me whatever i asked for. of cos provided he could afford lar. he die die also didnt want me to learn. reason being, 三分钟热度. i couldnt hold my interest for long when i was young. but i tort i have become better. at least i learnt jap for a few years leh. i continued and finished my mktg degree. but come to think abt it, it is becos i really love jap or i just refused to give up like that due to my stubborness, hate to lose attitude? but one thing i am sure is i still have not lost my interests in him. that one he also agreed with me. haahaa. damn, y do i have to make it is so obvious? *blush* R was complaining that i always fell asleep while watching movies, midnites. not on purpose, of cos. but u know, when u have to work during the day and by the end of the day, ard 1am, u r like at least 18hrs nv touch the bed, of cos u will be tired right? being a sleeping beauty, sleep is very impt to me. to think that i could stay awake all the way till that timey, it is quite gd for me already. dont u think so too? and if the movie was not that boring, do you think i would zzzz off? no right? just one small part, say around 5mins, would be enough to put me to zzzz already. i tried so hard not to doze off already but always failed leh. how come the cinemas nv sell coffee or tea one ah? can someone tell them to do so? thankx~ oh ya, was watching the national rally by pm lee. dont u think i m very 有文化，有墨水，serious? i dont just talk rubbish or write script only hor~ i felt the topics raised were very close to us and would definitely affect us. but at the same time, a bit manipulative and trying influence our thoughts. at some point, i really tort ya its so true. we shd embrace foreigners and together we are one big happy family. let us open our arms and welcome the new immgrants bah~ but these are all the beautiful pics he painted. he nv showed the ugly side of the pic. ya. of cos cant show lar. if for me, i also wont let u know the ugly side, even if i let u know, i would hv the a remedy to that already. i reckon alot of foreigners will come rushing into this little red dot soon and we will be as pack as hk and more probs will come after that. tort pm lee was quite humourous in his speech. nv enjoyed watching the rallies except for his. only watched it after last year's. he had successfully brought up the topics in a very lighthearted manner yet had his msgs delivered across forcefully. the wired and wireless society. y do i keep hearing these these few weeks? guess this is going to be the big thing after today. senses, direct ur biz thoughts to this topic now. u can make big money with this instead i think, rather than ur other sell-earrings plans. maybe sell wired / wireless earrings? have a wireless security system? wireless peaking system? or teach the uncles / aunties using the internet? will be the in thing then. nxt time, it will be uncles and aunties ircing and exchanging photos and meet up. can you imagine??? can even teach them use photoshop~ then they can do away their wrinkles before sending the pics over. lolx. ok i think too much. but cant help!!! haahaa~~ tired liao. time to sleep....... ohya, before i go, may be i shd put my pic onto the what? 'spacemind' issit? lolx.
other than the cha siew bao. i also have craving for koko krunch~~
doc told me to take more high in carbo and protein food. so i had a lot of chocs~ energy mah. so much so that i developed cough! how hurting it could be, especially when u had a long blardy cut with 14 staples punched onto ur tummy! but still, it did not prevent me from having my chocs cut off my from diet list. i can finish up the whole big pack of koko crunch within a day u know. its not just my breakfast, its my teabreak snack too. i have one pack in my office cabinet as well~ i love koko crunch!
wooohoooooo~~~ yest was the most successful gatherings so many donkey yrs. was quite surprised that when i smsed the gang on the day before about meeting up yest and everyone agreed! jer n i was thinking that we shouldnt be so happy until the very last min as our gang is famous for being the 'high flyer'. haaha everyone turned out, though some pple got to leave right after the dinner, it was still a gd one. Gd job done pals! hee
we had our dinner at the 'infamous' bbq korean restaurant at bt timah, opp beauty world. not bad the food, not ex also. J, our scholar who is also a rare customer to our gatherings, had to ask us to update her one by one. after the dinner, we went to KAP, our favourite-exam hunt to continue our updating session.
about 10.30pm, everyone got to leave except for senses n i. hmm.. seemed like we r the only 'no life' people in our group. haa since the night was still young, we went to JEC. initially we were planning to play pool, but ended up watching movie. i managed to get our weak & have hyper tension condition (when watching scary movies) senses to watch An American Haunting with me after i told him i will send him home after the show. haahaa i think throughout the show he was peeking at me so many times leh (when the scary parts were showing.) *tao yan* lolx~ my dear exlao, when will be our next scary movie adventure leh??
though this was a short gathering, its nice. wondering when will be our nxt gathering... will it be in Nov? i think so..
today i m going to a friend's house to gather. yeah again but different group this time. we are having pot luck. had my mum cooked my favourite grilled chicken wings! *slurp*
i want to revamp this blog!!! joiz must be laughing at this statement now. haaha~ i have been saying for eons and nothing have been done yet. i have been giving lots of excuses to put off the plan to revamp this blog. lazy me. but i really wanted to, just that i couldnt find any nice pic for the background. this is no excuse hor. its a reason. =p but to think i always say R for postponing what he has planned. say no action. pot calling kettle black. haa. its always easier to say than done. guess this is human nature bah.
saw this news just now. mediacorp will be moving to bt batok in a few yrs' time after their lease at caldecott hill has ended. woohooo~ i think i m beginning to love this lousy hill side for the 1st time in my life soon...... lolx. soon the stars will be able to see me as and when they like. how lucky they will be!! LOLz~~~ :~>~~~~ can u see me tearing??? haahaa~
this is the 3rd week of work after my mc has ended. frankly speaking, i like what i m doing now. i like my job, the colleagues, the environment. but i hope to do more than what i have been doing currently. its the same feeling when i just started to study at SIM or work at my previous coy at fes. though hard work, lotsa ot works at times, i enjoyed myself alot. it is so different from how i felt when i was at jp. the 1st day of work was so serious and sad for me. if u could still remember how i whine and grumpled in my blog d other time. i did not bring much things over n was counting down to the day i would tender. haahaa that was how bad the situation or i was feeling then.
but here, its totally different. i brought and bought a lot of things to work. i have a cabinet full of tidbits, sweets, biscuits and cup noodles. hee. shall take some pics and show u guys one day. most imptly of all, i can use msn in broad daylight!!! lolx. i know its just some cheap thrills lar. but some pple cant even enjoy such cheap thrill ok~ dont mind. haahaa when u are doing something you like at a place u like, its like heaven on earth. but if 1 factor is way below your expectation, dissatisfaction sets in. slowly, u will begin to hate what u r doing. and this will lead to RESIGNATION. like what i did.
today, a friend tendered as well. she is going over to vivocity. this is a day she has been waiting for. hee. she promised to bring me over once she settles down. not now my dear. i am still enjoying my honeymoon. hee. luckily i have already left that place. to think that my battlemates are leaving me one by one and the mgt sucks big time, i dont think i will be able to perform even though i have the capability. i m glad that she found a new job. it may not be as gd as the current one but who knows right? since the current one is already so shitty, dont think it can be any worsen to move to another shit hole. skally its a heaven leh? hee lets keep our fingers cross!
oh R went genting with his family today. will be back on friday. he missed his dad's bday celebration cos of work commitment. then misunderstanding deepened cos of loyalty to friend. so suay man. so much things happened recently. even though i have been keeping cool abt them, i m not sure how long i can tahan if they are going to grow bigger. i donno how can he tahan also. let pray n hope everything will be in control soon. but think what he needs now is, discipline. think he has serious disciplinary problem. haaha. will he kill me if he sees this? lalalallaaaaaaaaaa ~~~ but i really care for him mah, right????
i seriously think that my blog is becoming more n more crappy, aimless n meaningless. darn~ have to find a theme for my blog nxt time. i will. DEFINITELY. ;p
me: i realised i hv no life...
coll: y?
me: have been watching movies recently. almost finished all the blockbusters. like nothing to do liao
coll: then i m worse. have been at home recently. din even catch any movie.
hmmm... i really caught alot of movies. spent so much money on movies which i always tort its a waste of money. but it seems like there is nothing much u can do at nite, except catching a show. especially when u hv no transport. late at nite, wherever u wanna go, u hv to take cab. waste money. den u r only restricted within a certain boundary.
still remember how T used to drive me around. especially to bedok to have the bah chor mee. missed those days sometimes. promised him to buy bah chor mee. but hv been postponing it. haaha. lazy leh...... but he asked me again. told him i will buy nxt week. guess i hv no choice liao
who wanna go bedok n eat bah chor mee?? let me know leh. maybe we can go together. hee
y do i always feel that i m being taken advantage of? y pple wanna take advantage of me? is it bcos i m easy going/kindhearted? i hate it when pple dont appreciate what i have done. even if they appreciated it, they would take a step further and asked for more (i m not trying to advertise for pepsi here =p). i m here for u, i help u cos i care. i dont know what will happen and i dont care also. i just want to be happy. but i m not obligated to do whatever u wanted me to. u r just like K, abusing me. dont make me dislike u. u wont like the feeling, neither do i.
i tort i can be bighearted enough to forget about everything. but i realise, the past still lingers. i can forgive but i cannot forget. i m not a saint! whenever u upset me, i would think of the past. how u treated me, what u have done, u and that stupig ax-xxxn and what u have done for her. can u see the flame around me? darn~ frustrated!
whenever i think of the past, i feel sad for myself. whenever i think of the past, i feel so stupid. whenever i think of the past, i feel like yelling at you. whenever i think of the past, i feel like abandoning you. but i nv. i dont know y. i tort time will heal, i tort u will do whatever to make me feel better. u did. but do u know it takes a longer time n more effort to mend whatever damage you have done earlier.
some things are best to be left unsaid but u said it, at the worst timing somemore. though u appologised, it still hurt. nvm. whatever requests u hv, i tried to follow suit. have i ever told you how much or what i have done for you so far? i nv. but y do u have to list what you have done for me? and were they solely for me? nope. think harder. maybe we are just making use of each other during this transition period. i m fine. but dont make it a point to prove that u have done enough to make up for what i have done for u. cos i dont care. cos i believe u can nv win me. dont waste your time.
dont always wait until u think i m angry or upset with you then u come and make me happy. i dont need someone who will make me happy only after upsetting me. i wan someone who can make me happier when i m happy. i dont wan someone whom i m readily to 共患难 with but hesitate when asked if wanna 共富贵 with me. who wants? though u dont mean it, its too late lor.
y do i still bother abt u when i myself is already so exhuasted? y do i still bother how u treat me when i already have lots of concerns from others? u r not as impt as u think. maybe u still are but remember things will fade, pple do change. one day when i think enough is enough and that's it.
now i m thinking of the past, y? cos u upset me. tmd~ u make me so ugly. bloody nincompoop
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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