doc told me to take more high in carbo and protein food. so i had a lot of chocs~ energy mah. so much so that i developed cough! how hurting it could be, especially when u had a long blardy cut with 14 staples punched onto ur tummy! but still, it did not prevent me from having my chocs cut off my from diet list. i can finish up the whole big pack of koko crunch within a day u know. its not just my breakfast, its my teabreak snack too. i have one pack in my office cabinet as well~ i love koko crunch!

oh ya, one thing gd. i have put on weight. 38kg now yeah~~

was having this 'craving' topic with R yest. told him abt my craving, just like his craving for chicken rice. he told me its different. his is a long term crave whilst mine was confirm, definitely a short term one. craving mah. wgere got long term or short term one mah. then led to another topic. attention span.

he said i have very short attention span. quite true. i cant sit still for long. even though i like to rot at home, i would be rotting in front of the pc, like now, and going to the kitchen once in a while to see if there is anything to munch though i have been there severa times a day already. i just have to do something. kept myself occupied.

remembered when i was young, i kept pestering my dad to let me learn piano. my dad dotes me alot and would give me whatever i asked for. of cos provided he could afford lar. he die die also didnt want me to learn. reason being, 三分钟热度. i couldnt hold my interest for long when i was young. but i tort i have become better. at least i learnt jap for a few years leh. i continued and finished my mktg degree. but come to think abt it, it is becos i really love jap or i just refused to give up like that due to my stubborness, hate to lose attitude? but one thing i am sure is i still have not lost my interests in him. that one he also agreed with me. haahaa. damn, y do i have to make it is so obvious? *blush*

R was complaining that i always fell asleep while watching movies, midnites. not on purpose, of cos. but u know, when u have to work during the day and by the end of the day, ard 1am, u r like at least 18hrs nv touch the bed, of cos u will be tired right? being a sleeping beauty, sleep is very impt to me. to think that i could stay awake all the way till that timey, it is quite gd for me already. dont u think so too? and if the movie was not that boring, do you think i would zzzz off? no right? just one small part, say around 5mins, would be enough to put me to zzzz already. i tried so hard not to doze off already but always failed leh. how come the cinemas nv sell coffee or tea one ah? can someone tell them to do so? thankx~

oh ya, was watching the national rally by pm lee. dont u think i m very 有文化，有墨水，serious? i dont just talk rubbish or write script only hor~ i felt the topics raised were very close to us and would definitely affect us. but at the same time, a bit manipulative and trying influence our thoughts. at some point, i really tort ya its so true. we shd embrace foreigners and together we are one big happy family. let us open our arms and welcome the new immgrants bah~ but these are all the beautiful pics he painted. he nv showed the ugly side of the pic. ya. of cos cant show lar. if for me, i also wont let u know the ugly side, even if i let u know, i would hv the a remedy to that already.

i reckon alot of foreigners will come rushing into this little red dot soon and we will be as pack as hk and more probs will come after that. tort pm lee was quite humourous in his speech. nv enjoyed watching the rallies except for his. only watched it after last year's. he had successfully brought up the topics in a very lighthearted manner yet had his msgs delivered across forcefully.

the wired and wireless society. y do i keep hearing these these few weeks? guess this is going to be the big thing after today. senses, direct ur biz thoughts to this topic now. u can make big money with this instead i think, rather than ur other sell-earrings plans. maybe sell wired / wireless earrings? have a wireless security system? wireless peaking system? or teach the uncles / aunties using the internet? will be the in thing then. nxt time, it will be uncles and aunties ircing and exchanging photos and meet up. can you imagine??? can even teach them use photoshop~ then they can do away their wrinkles before sending the pics over. lolx. ok i think too much. but cant help!!! haahaa~~

tired liao. time to sleep....... ohya, before i go, may be i shd put my pic onto the what? 'spacemind' issit? lolx.