its easier said than done. said i have gotten over but i lied. i tried, i did tried. but guess i failed. i wanna b cold, b heartless but i always cumble before u. said i am afraid of karma but its more like i dont bear to do it to u. i dun mind talking to u but i hate it when u kept reciting the reasons for our breakup. i dun need to know them, i dun want to know them. the more i hear, the sadder i become. what r u trying to prove? i really dun know. r u sure u r only trying to convince me? it looks like u r trying to convince urself more. if u really think those are the reasons then let it be. to me, you are just like a coward. u dare not face me cos u feel guilty. u have to keep telling urself u did nothing wrong to me; u hurt me none.
how can i have gotten over u within such a short period? u told me u were deeply hurt by her and asked if u hurt me as much last time. yes of cos u hurt me, u hurt me so deep. how dare u still ask me such qns? i felt like laughing when i heard ur qns. haahaa. i hate myself for not able to shout or scold u when i shd. i think i really shd. give me one more chance, i will definitely do that to u.
u said within 3mths u r already defeated. what do u think if its over 1yr? u shd be glad i was still rationale enough not to do anything silly. or rather i shd be glad. cant imagine me going over to ur place and knocked on ur door asking for another chance. i will kill myself if i have ever done that. some said if i truly love u, i would definitely do that. i dunno but not for u at least. maybe i dont love u as much as i thought. maybe.. hopefully... i wish i dont..
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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tis fella sounds so lost n immature, not worth it. well, no matter how long it takes, u'll get over it one day. my fren took 2 yrs to get over a 3mths r/s!
watever it is, there's alwaz sunshine aft the rain :)
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Jer has hummed a few lines @ 11:31 AM
There must be a serious problem with your fren...
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Senses has hummed a few lines @ 9:00 PM
kns leh senses. hvn u heard its not the length of time but the amount of effort put in that matters. maybe her friend was totally/immersely/deeply involved/emerged into the r/s leh.
like u meh, 3yrs machiam 3mths. lolx
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MaZe has hummed a few lines @ 1:03 PM
*sob* *sob* I not like that one hor... I SNAG... ;p
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Senses has hummed a few lines @ 9:05 PM
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