but i nv sent any until cny eve. something happened. tat tenant called me!! arghh! cny eve leh~~ i smsed my mgr & asked her to settle. sent my 1st resume on cny eve. this is not the worst. on cny day2, my colleague called! darn~ cny leh... cant u just let me off??? *teh* i pressed on the silent button & went back to my sleep. swore to myself i would nv listen to any colleagues' / tenants' calls during the holidays. yoohooo~ updates updatez updatex! Happy HappY BeLated ChinEse New YEAr~~ lolyaya.. i can hear those grumblings. shall update once n for all if possible. dun mind if this blog gets abit too lengthy. ---------------------------- on the day before CNY eve, i was on the verge of tendering. was so upset with my AM, with the whole system... so down that i called my mum in the middle of my work and asked her if i could tender right after cny. guessed my tone must be darn serious & sad. she said ok after a few sec of silence which i took it as 'stunned' timing. haa immediately after i reached home, i started to look thru the papers, internet. edited my cover letter & resume. phew~ so long nv did those already. i knew i was bad. but no choice. i m really tired. sorry L.. too bad u got me as a colleague. this wont be long, i promise. lol thru' out the whole cny, everyone was telling me not to tender before i get a job. if not, no market value, no demand. how sad... the whole cny mah...D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-N-Gangbao got lesser, value got lesser, fun got lesser, even the food got lesser! my mum din even prepare bakgua~ can u imagine????? so what i did was i ate as much as i could when i was at my uncle's place. hee monkey is really suay i think. din win = lost. lost $70 i think. but ok lar. everyone's happy. for those who gave me angbaos, wished me gd health & gd career. i told them, nono just wish me get a golden tortise soon. lol. went to kbox on day1 nite. wah~ $200 for 5 pax from 12.30am to 4am. ex ex... ----------------------------------------- asked my mum this: given 2 choices - 1 with similar education, better career prospect but owe the bank tonnes of $ vs 1 with lower education, stable career but not as gd as the former, nv owe $. qns: who will she choose? ans: she chose the former. she said,"gd edu & gd career means later part of the life u can enjoy. with the latter, u will have to slog forever." duhz... tort she would choose the latter leh. cos former owes $! her FAV. hee. den in a very serious manner, she asked me, "how old is he? doing what now?" hahaaa in very serious tone, i ans, "not me. i wanna be taitai remember?" den i reminded her, i wanted a yandao rich bf cos all guys sux. senses, u dont belong to that category. dont worry. haahaa ------------------------------------- was reading xiaxue's blog n she mentioned that she has another private blog which she poured her heart out. den i remembered i used to have 1 private blog too. no one knew. only me. i had that when i was with T. private yet open.. private because i nv mentioned to anyone & no one knew its me. open because everyone, anyone could read. anyway, that blog was used to vent my frustrations & woes.*sobs* *sobs* other then blogs, i have another one. its my diary. had a habit of keeping an diary since sec. but it suffered similar fate of my blogs. nv update it constantly. but i make it a pt to write in my diary whenever i have a new r/s. usually its from day 1 to the final day. unless u knew 'silent break' lol. dont know where to stop. just stopped when i felt nothing to update. but as for my last r/s, i stopped when i found myself repeating similar contents... nothing much happened today. he was bz working as usual. same old sat / sun. dreaded weekends...quarrelled again... even for quarrels, the issues were same! so much so that i din feel like writing my diary. the purpose of keeping diary is to keep all the memorable memories, be it good or bad. even if its bad, its sweet to read about the making up after the row. but when there were too many bad memories, then no point.. the more i write, the sadder i become, later become numb. this is not the original idea of having a diary. ----------------------------------------------- met up with Jan that day. supposed to give her her xmas gift but i forgot to bring. getting old... nvm. heard all her rendevous & updates & updated her with mine too. of cos mine was not as flowery / fantastic / colourful / bombastic as hers lar. maybe bcos all those happened quite some time ago. the impact was not as deep as before. & also after repeating umpteem times, i sort of tired / lazy to repeat them. i cut out the meaty part & left the skins & bones. (ya just like me lol) she told me, i should keep my option opens. dont shut the potentials out. be like her. guys will nv treasure gers unless they feel the threat/they realise they were wrong once. true. i know that, i m still keeping my option open, until i bcome a taitai! RESOLUTION FOR THE DOGGY YEAR:TAI TAI 2006
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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wah lao....finally updated.
my diary is all secret cannot find. and i always change the url. haha~ not even when he keep asking me for it. no way~
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absolutjoiz has hummed a few lines @ 12:11 AM
Hey...hilow...I'm one with similar education, good job prospect and do not own any money to banks OK!!!....kuku.
I think you only Monkey that no $ luck...me no lose = win...hehe
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