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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
The worst xmas pressie

yest i got 2 big blows in a row by 1 person.
1stly: he has a gf...
its kel who told me. he had a birthday bash at bq on xmas nite. his gf was there as well. kel went there and saw them. kel asked if i m still on talking terms with him. i said he nv called, neither did i.
2ndly: the gf was abit lian and not gd looking.
wahkaoz~ how can he find such a ger to replace me??????????? damn it!

i don't know to say. had trouble sleeping last night. was thinking abt the past. it really freaked me out that he can actually change so fast. shd have known earlier that he is best with his mouth. good in talking. even i lost to him... juz 1 mth ago, he called to tell me he still loved me alot. now, he is hugging another ger in his arms. can i trust guy? all bullshits leh.
but later, come to think abt it. 1mth before we got together, he was still crying over the previous relationship. 1mth later, we were together. so maybe i shouldn't be so surprised by this news. but an ugly ahlian gf... really cannot take it man. y i always lose to ah lian. previously, TP also like that. now him... treat me this way, will have karma one.. :(

what made me more frustrated is, KP knew this all along but nv tell me anything. still lied to me. can i still call him my friend? felt like a fool. y m i still brooding over him all these while when he is immersing himself in happiness?

having mixed feelings now. cant think.. *headache* wanna take leave but shd i? at home lagi jialat. what shd i do? maybe like wat joiz said, i juz need some time. but how long? argh! i hate guys!

AmaXing Notez Left By MaZe @ 10:57 AM

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  • dun take leave! work to forget about things. a free mind will wander to nowhere and to more troubles.

    AmaXed Vocalist ~ Blogger absolutjoiz has hummed a few lines @ 6:21 PM  

  • Now I know why you still went back to work. Since you know it's not worth brooding over a guy like him then forget it. Anyway not all guys are that bad lah, just that you haven't met the Mr Right. I think he'll appear soon. Stay happy :)

    AmaXed Vocalist ~ Blogger Senses has hummed a few lines @ 1:01 AM  

  • yeah, i agree with both joiz n senses. keep yourself bz. wait for the next person to sweep u off ur feet ;) dun fret! its his lost of not having u anyway.

    AmaXed Vocalist ~ Blogger Jer has hummed a few lines @ 11:12 AM  

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