is it because of the age or is it my life is just too bland? this x'mas is one of the most boring x'mas. went to a friend's place to eat and play mj. she din prepare any gift for us cos we nv mentioned anything abt the gift. joiz gave me body lotion from crabtree & evelyn. nice fragrance. thx joiz! i love it.
yest afternoon went to angie's place. after giving birth, she looks the same. still so skinny. ger was commenting that she doesn't look like someone who had just given birth. hopefully we will be like her next time also. her bb is abt 3kg. cute but i still cannot figure out she looks like who. some said look like father, don't real or not. how to differentiate lar. still so young leh. i reckoned they bullshit one. lol
supposed to meet poly friends for ktv in the noon but senses told me he needed to do some housekeeping and don't know what time could meet up. duhz... the onie one replied was suz. the rest no response. hai... hence it was cxl (once again).
saw chris online just now. asked him abt the next gathering. he told me cos i needed to attend the dnd so the gathering was cxl. den got to move on the jan already. where got such thing one lar. duhz...
today is his birthday. suddenly all the memories came back. last year this time, we were still together. happily celebrating his birthday with the usual gang. now, don't know if he is celebrating the birthday with his friends or who... have the urge to msg him but trying to ctrl myself. hate this feeling man... life is so meaningless now. But come to think about it, even if i m still with him, my life will also be as meaningless. senses, i know you don't like it. but no choice lar. let me let out the feelings bah. don't need to think of this inspirational phrases in your next blog. its ok. hehee
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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3 Comments:
Well...just be happy. If it makes you happy doing so, then just do it. ;)
AmaXed Vocalist ~ Senses has hummed a few lines @ 11:53 PM
yeah, blogging is also a best way for me to vent out my frustrations. yes, we must 'ren' n let go, then we can be happy once again ;)
AmaXed Vocalist ~ Jer has hummed a few lines @ 3:05 PM
hang on there gal...jia you
AmaXed Vocalist ~ absolutjoiz has hummed a few lines @ 11:04 AM
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