how would u feel if u realised your plan has been spoilt, ur dreams have been shattered? 1st its genting, den now even the holidays are spoilt.
its fine with me to take unpaid to go tour with you, even if its just genting. its fine with me to find out its a coy trip. but its not so fine with me to know that the trip is a pure biz trip n he will be working the whole trip lor. who wants to spend more than $600 just for a genting trip n u got to play alone lor. its so shit lor.
its fine with me when he told me we have to spend the xmas eve at his coy cos they have a xmas party. but its not fine when we have to do the same for new year eve! damn it! might as well stay n live at the coy lar.
i simply cannot understand y these pple enjoy staying in coy so much. so much life they have. actually i wasnt very happy when i knew that we have to spend xmas eve with his colleagues. but i tort, ok lor. compromise abit bah. i can understand they will need some bonding sessions and this is a gd chance for them to do bonding actually. but who needs to do bonding every week lar.
can someone enlightening me on this? y shd i keep my cool? if i feel indifference on whether we are spending time during these festive seasons, will he be happier? if i really feel indifference, i seriously think that no point we continue the path le. perhaps he really thinks so. perhaps i m the only one thinking that its frustrating. perhaps n i really think so.... give me a reason, anyone pls.........
sometimes these just make me feel so dishearted...
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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