A boy said this to a ger: I feel that you are treating me very good. Don’t treat me so good.
Ger: what’s wrong with treating you good?
Boy: nothing wrong but just felt that you are too good to me.
Ger: then what do you want me to do? Change? change to what?
Boy: I don’t know….
Ger: then i also don’t know.
Something is wrong. Somewhere somehow. I don’t know. please enlighten me…
how would u feel if u realised your plan has been spoilt, ur dreams have been shattered? 1st its genting, den now even the holidays are spoilt.
its fine with me to take unpaid to go tour with you, even if its just genting. its fine with me to find out its a coy trip. but its not so fine with me to know that the trip is a pure biz trip n he will be working the whole trip lor. who wants to spend more than $600 just for a genting trip n u got to play alone lor. its so shit lor.
its fine with me when he told me we have to spend the xmas eve at his coy cos they have a xmas party. but its not fine when we have to do the same for new year eve! damn it! might as well stay n live at the coy lar.
i simply cannot understand y these pple enjoy staying in coy so much. so much life they have. actually i wasnt very happy when i knew that we have to spend xmas eve with his colleagues. but i tort, ok lor. compromise abit bah. i can understand they will need some bonding sessions and this is a gd chance for them to do bonding actually. but who needs to do bonding every week lar.
can someone enlightening me on this? y shd i keep my cool? if i feel indifference on whether we are spending time during these festive seasons, will he be happier? if i really feel indifference, i seriously think that no point we continue the path le. perhaps he really thinks so. perhaps i m the only one thinking that its frustrating. perhaps n i really think so.... give me a reason, anyone pls.........
sometimes these just make me feel so dishearted...
received this when i was at my door step just now, "Hi D*****, congratulations 4 a very successful evening. Tk u very much and sleep well 2nite." :)
we had a seminar co-organised by an American council. it was a very last min decision to have the seminar and we have like abt 1 week to look for venue, speakers and do marketing for the seminar. was like bz doing this and that and finally the seminar was done and ended very successfully. the guests were happy, the partners were happy as well. so we are oso very happy. though very tired, very happy indeed. especially when someone recognised your hardwork. good team effort i should say.
after today will be my nightmare....... have been receiving overwhelming response for the fateful day. now f&b problems.. i do not have enough food for the day. shitz...... tmr morning wil be having a very morning meeting with my boss and colleagues to further discuss this issue. this is one of the most important event for us so can only succeed and no failure. *stress*
hope everything will be a-ok. X my fingers.
i m a truly fortunate and loved person. my parents went taiwan on sat with other relatives. when they reached taiwan, mum called and told me that she purchased a SIA briefcase for me cos i mentioned to her once that i need one. but SIA... hmm... wonder if they wud have a big big aeroplane printed on the bag. hahaa. wonder what's next.... hehee got to till sunday. till then~ then my colleagues were saying, "skally got ring leh~ better check carefully" i told them they think too much. hahaa den i told them skally got $1000 note! hahaa *yawn* so tired now.. too many works too little time. thats wats in my mind now. tomorrow is a seminar, friday will be the Big day for me. the 1st event i will be doing in this new coy. but i have a happy problem. i have too many interested guests but limited space. hai... nxt time should choose a bigger area! any recommendations?? *yawn* zzz liao. tomorrow's another battle fighting day.
recently i have been quite grumpy towards him. y? hai.. same old reason. but i tried very hard not to grumble already but i couldnt conceal my disappointment each time. but nvm, today i got a big surprise from him today. hee
he came over to my company to give me this. so happy. *giggle* *grin*
hahaa hihi~ i m back!
yeah the lazy me finally blog again. yest, i came across this scene and i almost rofl!
when was the last time you helped to cover your soft toys with blankets for fear that they might get cold??? mine was when i was in primary i guess. hahaaa
the above belongs to an act of a 21-year old. pengz. cannot make it leh.....
think luck wasnt on me recently. especially with guys..
i made my dear MAD again. think i was too free on that day lar. kuku me went to kah jiao him. actually i din mean to msg those stupig thingy or rather it was meant to be a joke... but what's done has been done. promise i wont do it again. luckily after all my efforts put in, things r fine now. heehee
the other one is my godpa. asked him for a favour. but ended up, had to cancel the whole thing. wasted his and his friend's effort. in the end, he was angry wif me for making him bz for nothing. i really din want to.... but guess there was misunderstanding between 3 party bah. lesson learnt: dont be too helpful next time. kaypoh doesnt pay off at times.
went to sing ktv with senses. jer was a bz ger. so we went partohing ourselves. sang from 9pm to 1.30am bah. so long nv sing le. enjoyed it. =)
was so tired recently. slpt very earli n woke up very late. dont know y. missed the time to wake dear today. heng he was awake before i woke up. he is going to kl tmr and tw next wk. bz man. hmm... will he bring a handsome guy back for me? lee hom! haaha
wonder y i nv blog recently? 1 word. LAZY. haha i logged onto the net everyday and kept wanting to blog everyday and yet i kept postponing everyday! haa. so u wonder what have i been doing online. nothing much. i read people's blogs and played games. ya. i m into spider solitaire. haaha how unglam hor. nvm. here i m, blogging again. and i m going to blog about the past 1 mth's issue! hahaa
so many things happened, happy and sad. whenever i felt sad or happy, i felt like blogging but my mind just went blank whenever i m in this screen. duhz..
now, i m happy. y? cos my dear is treating me well. haa. call me a simple gal, nvm. he did not do much, he just do enough, enough for me to feel loved. muack~ i had been behaving like some siao char bo recently and think had given him some hard time. but he managed to make me smile at the end of the day. =)
met up with AL & Lam for dinner. jokers forever. we ate at botan at fesq. yummy yum. den we went to teh tarik for drink. chatted, gossiped thru out the night. used to dread going to fesq, especially seeing pushcarts gave me headache. now, i only have a sense of relief. that was how bad it was.
was trying to teach S to learn mj so that we can have enough kahkis. J & LK were so enthusiastic that they even gave her a set of notes on mj!!! hahaaa told S that reading is not enough. only hands on will make her memorise all the things. as the saying goes, practise makes perfect. haa~
had our d&d on last fri. it was a full day event. we had our press conference for the furniture industry award followed by annual general meeting, our election and selection of committee members, finally d&d. bz day indeed. but still we managed to squeeze out some time to do our hair. hair was done by one of our colleagues' friend. though everyone told me it looked nice, i didnt really like it. made me look so old...... dear thought so too. so i m not going to upload the pics for u to c. hehehee
finally i got to eat at waraku. only then i realised i had eaten at waraku before! it was the branch at east coast. went there with godpa and j n who??? i forgot. but nvm. was celebrating ro's birthday in advance with jy. will upload the pics for u to c later. cos they looked nice. hehee like the food served. though i thought the sashimi in the salad was a bit pathetic. i still craved for jap food now.......
watched Stay Alive after the dinner. short and nice show~ so many shows are coming up. Death Note, The Departed, World Trade Centre....... somemore but i forgot the titles. mainly ghostly shows. i love ghost movies~
i couldnt meet my targets for my design initiatives. sad. i couldnt get the speakers for our forum. sad. how come i cant seem to fulfil my job requirements??? sad. next tues is the 1st judging day. hopefully everything will go on smoothly. *cross fingers*
hmmm...... jer was trying to organize some outings but our dear ex lao gong was a darn bz man. always rejected jer. sense, pls go and do some soul searching & shun bian organise some outing again leh. lets hv jap food then ktv k? no one is allowed to leave before 12midnite. hahaa~
ok. time to catch some beauty sleep. going to hv my reg checkup tmr. going to ask the doc how come my tummy is so darn ugly n its outofshape!!! tmd~ maddening!
 
Love is not about two persons gazing at each other. It is about two persons looking ahead together in the same direction.
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